Be strong Em Em Em Mer Lyn~~
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 at 2:09 AM
Sup Sup~School was fine today until Nicholas lost my mp4 pouch. :( It's ok actually but I really liked that pouch. Hmmm, I wasn't really in a bad mood but at the same time I was feeling super shagged and tired. So i decided to not smile and laugh but just slack and be quiet.
Then I was disturbing Nicholas lah, like acting as if I was really angry but I wasn't it's just that Im upset. Haha. Then he really took for real that I was angry. Then, Shi Kang waved at me but I like just walk away on purpose! Haha. But in the end, everybody thought I was angry which is totally not the case. & I was saying to them later lah like wah lao eh, I angry also cannot, happy also cannot. Hahaha. But anyway, matter is cleared now. It's just that, IM NOT ANGRYYYY~LOL.
Ok, Im really really tired. Was almost late for school. Made Bernard wait! Sorry sissybro! Haha. & I almost slept in all lectures. I really don't have enough sleep! :( Anyways, lots of projects coming up and all due on week 6 which is the end of our term tests too which leaves no room for studying if Im doing projects all day longgggg~ Ahhhh, i gotta get used to this. Jiayouuu Emmzxz.
So, the same pursuing matter again, pressurizing me now. I always say Im sick of saying it, but I do in the end. Lol. But whatever it is, He is not putting his life into His hands but just, believing he thinks is enough. I don't knoww. The way he talks, walks in that unsteady manner and the usual, 'you know what you should do ah' when all his conversations were these. I gotta be strong, I just want to be. Anyway, did my survey for APEL and Im a colourful guppy and a peaceful dont know what fish. LOL. hahhaa.
Alright, take care all. Im super super tireddd. My nice and comfy bed is waiting. Night ya'll. CIAOOOOSSS~
& Im finally letting go to know that this isn't the right one for me.
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